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What if instead of walking on all fours, cats walked like this?
I would never breathe again because I’d be laughing too hard.
Deer Fucking God.
I don’t remember what it’s like to be normal and quite frankly, I don’t want to.
It’s Doctor Who Night! Waiting on Drew to get here so we can watch the third episode! :D
Life is good right now.
I’m very, very happy and Drew is a large part of that. It’s been quite some time since I’ve felt this way. My only hope is that it stays.
My iPod just Rick Rolled me and it’s TOTALLY AWESOME.
If I wanted someone to clean me up I’d find myself a maid. If I wanted someone to spend my money, I wouldn’t need to get paid. If I wanted someone to understand me I’d have so much more to say.
I just want you to make the days move easy.” —If I Wanted Someone - Dawes
I’m so homesick and lonely. I’m not friends with any of these people, and while they’re mostly very nice, they’re not the kind of people that I would ever be friends with. It’s nothing against them or anything, I’m just so different from all of them. That makes it hard.
I haven’t been able to be Lish this entire time. I’ve been Alysia. She is a very different girl.
I hate it.
I miss everyone. And I miss Drew and my grandparents and Kylie and my cat more than anything I’ve ever missed before. I text Drew, and I’ve talked on the phone to him and my grandparents, but talking is so much different that actually being able to touch a person; to feel them, to look them in the eyes and experience everything that they are.
These next five days are going to creep by so slowly and I wish they wouldn’t. I’ve never felt like this before. I thought I was lonely a few times but no, NOW I’m lonely.
It’s almost like a pain that shoots through my body. It makes everything heavier. I’m not even being dramatic. It really feels like that.
And I’m doing so many wonderful things here, but they’re all trumped by friendship and relationships and family. I have none of that here, just shadows of the things that I have back home.
And I have no time by myself here. There’s always someone around. I need some time to be alone and let myself feel lonely, because then it might lessen. But I don’t have that time, so it only grows. And that’s sad.
Anyway, I’ve got a lot of other things to do in the next five days and I predict that I will be very moody. I wish one of my good friends had been here with me. Then I wouldn’t be so alone, even when I can never find time to be by myself.
My heart will feel complete on August 12th. Until then.
Please please please stop smacking your gum. Just… close your mouth when you chew. ;~;
This trip is reminding me that I REALLY hate college students. REALLY. You have no fucking clue.
(It’s a good wow though.)
Brook! I luff him.
A car drives past us.
Grandpa: That guy’s gay.
Grandma: How can you tell?
Grandpa: Because he was driving with his leg up on the seat like women do. I have never seen a man do that and I’ve seen almost everything. I’ve been around the world a few times.
Me: *laughing* Yeah you have.